Senior Trip...Day 0

Spontaneous Combustion:

My mom is acting so weird today. At first, she's all nice, and then, at the first sign of craziness she decides to threaten me to cancel the trip, my senior trip! How ridiculous is that?! I was telling her the honest truth about how I felt about things and she blows up on my like a balloon. That's never happened before...EVER! And if you know my mom you would believe me. Aren't mothers supposed to be there for you? No matter what it's about? Whether it's about how annoying or selfish your sister is acting or how crazy you feel because you did something stupid.

Listen up guys....

Countless times I have told guys that I didn't want a dating relationship with them, and they just didn't seem to understand why, so for you guys who are clueless, i just want to clue you in on common reasons why women say no:

1. Your friend asks us out for you
2. We ask you to call us, and when you call us TWO MONTHS LATER! you wonder what is going on!
3. You've been around us for a whole year at school/work and never give us the time of day, then decide to ask us out when you know that we are moving or no longer going to be around.
4. Women rarely date younger guys, unless you're mature for your age (not the cocky mature either!)

Just to let yall know, this guy in my class wants to date me, but:

• neglected to tell me earlier in the year
• waits till the last day of school to HAVE HIS FRIEND ASK ME!!!
• told his friend to ask me!
• didn't even give me the time of day to get to know me...in other words doesn't want to date me for me, but for my looks
• is 16 while I'm 18 (I know that's only two years difference, but he acts like 14...so it's more like 4 years!)...studies do show that women are more mature than men, so i would date higher up, but never younger!
• avoids me at all costs!

Now does that sound like boyfriend material! NOPE! Guys, you're supposed to be the more logical of the two...think before you start liking someone!

New Song

Well, I've written a new song! I was going through another tough time. I was actually going to bed thinking about my problem, and all of a sudden these lyrics popped into my head and I couldn't get them out! So I turned on the light and started writing it...it was so amazing how God just gave me that song! I didn't work hard to make sure that it sounded good because His songs are perfect! I know it's addressed to God, but it was like he was assuring me that He really knows how I feel and that's amazing. I never understood how someone perfect could understand someone imperfect without truly experiencing imperfection. But this song is proof of that...Anyways...here it is:

Extraordinary

Verse 1:
This broken heart is crying,
This broken heart is dying,
And I don’t
know what to do
Lord I don’t know what to do.

Chorus:
But you,
I’m giving you something less than ordinary,
A little more than extraordinary
I’m getting something perfect
And it’s definitely worth it.

Verse 2:
There’s so much expectation
I need a revelation
You will rescue me
Thank God, you will rescue me!

Bridge:
So here’s my heart
I give it all
I give it up
It’s in your hands
It’s in your hands